I'd normally NEVER EVER do this, but... different surcunstances

[Auli]

I'll try and make this short.

Fri Thuesday 21 Dec they got a lymphnode test (pretty much yanked out ;¨P) "Vacation" Sun-Thuesday. Hospitol Sun evening. Normal talk, but she seemed... off.. Known her for years-

I asked about some tests we'never got the hand on And when you know this doc, and she ha a looong pause, it's not the greatest news :p

I pretty much got a MALAiGNED lymph node. Depending on if it's skin related or not, it could massivly improve or decreaase my chances.


BREAK! THEY'VE MADE ME SUPER HIGH, SHITTY TABLET AND BLURRY WISON. And massive pain lol don't forget the massive pain :p
I rly do understand the confusion yesterday and u dont rly have concrete 100% facts on me. I will try and 100% do the boring medical stuff and cut to the chase on the main thing in that popped up in my mind when I heard the news...

p2 up later

PART 2 FUCK IT IMMA DO ALL NOW1 Circnstances the same. Qouting Gimli: High possbility for lymphnodecancer, massive emounts of side-effects and death? Bring it on!

The whole situation is sorta different, but could turn the same. LLast time was different because of comas and 1y/8m or something in the hospital. Don't get me wrong, I could just flat out die or get a time-limit.


cutting to the end: what devestated me last time was that one of my parent's (nice gesture,tho, stayed with me each of tthose days /w food except the 7ish months in rehab.

That's a YEAR of medium hotell and and at least 2 meals +1 free. They've NEVER told me how much they spent, all I know is they used ppretty much of my banker's granpa inheritence (not poor) annd grandma's (kinda poor, but got some from grandpa)-


Anyways, I HATED them use so mmuch on me (even if I get it)


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this treatment will be different. I WON'T be spending every waking and sleeping moment here, Trreatment, if going well and not the MOST killable, will have me at a dosage each 3 months. SO NO MAJOR SPENDING AS I THOUGHT (yr +)
Best possible outcome = just a long ass year or two with intense physical rehab therapy. Again.
Middle? Dunnolol


And as a group right now, u all know more than any group actually... :p


NOTE; Thanks for reading this whole mess with messy start, errots, massive amounts of drugs etc xD

[Guest]

Please shut up and die

[ChangeTheChunnel]

Please shut up and die

Oh, heavens, what a generous gift!

[VoiceOfReasonPast]

50 more years, man. Believe it!

[Kugelfisch]

I find it hard to believe that cancer could kill you.

[Rushy]

50 more years, man. Believe it!

Fuckin Boogie has survived this long, no way is Auli gonna kick the bucket

[Kugelfisch]

50 more years, man. Believe it!

Fuckin Boogie has survived this long, no way is Auli gonna kick the bucket

Boogie is on the burger magic pill cocktail. They really have figured out how to keep their fatties alive against all odds with two dozen pills every day.

[Auli]

Please shut up and die

U sound very insecure suicide-ready.

50 more years, man. Believe it!

Fuckin Boogie has survived this long, no way is Auli gonna kick the bucket

My goal in life has been to outlast Boogie.

I find it hard to believe that cancer could kill you.

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20 years didn't manage it, so... round two? FIGHT?

[Auli]

So, yes, this is now the non-high-relelated thread where I ain't THAT high. I can answer more general questions and tell u all more the more I eventually know more bout... anything. At all.

Again, thanks for the patiante over the week <3

[VoiceOfReasonPast]

Don't worry. Your health comes first, after all :3